Day One:

Today, as I sat on my couch struggling to see my computer screen and struggling to ignore the overwhelming pain in my eyes and joints, I decided that enough was enough. I have been struggling with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis for over 3 years...and I am TIRED. EXHAUSTED. FED UP. BEATEN. 

I can no longer ignore that something is wrong, nor can I be a partial participant in my recovery. I am hoping that by writing everything down, and by documenting my daily efforts, I will hold myself accountable. 

Accountability has always been a big thing for me - it forces me to stay true to my word. I think I worry about whether I am accountable to others MORE than being accountable to myself. 

The journey of healing starts now.

What are my symptoms? I feel tired. I feel sick. My knees hurt. My hands hurt. I have yet another eye infection. My eczema and dermatitis have decided to make a triumphant return. 

How do I feel? Sad. Defeated. Encumbered.

Here goes.